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WAAAAHHmbulance

Tue Oct 14, 2008, 8:05 PM

Mood: Grouchy
Listening to: shuffle
Reading: Duma Key
Watching: hellraiser
Eating: cheezits
Drinking: tooth rotting

Blah blah blah.

I angst over angst. Is that weird? I get pissed at myself whenever I start getting wanksty. Like bang my skull against a concrete wall pissed.
It doesn't help the teen wankst problem much, in case you were wondering.

But why not? Is there any cliche more awful and annoying than the artsy, pretentious, disillusioned youth? Excepting the two-faced politician and the reptilian lawyer, I'm hard pressed to think of any.

I haven't done or created anything particularly original. Alexander conquered the known world in thirteen years, by age 32. Split the difference, him and me, fifteen years. I'm behind. The oh-so-PC "just do your personal best" is bullshit. If we don't, won't, aspire to greatness, why the hell bother at all?

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~Dawnne Oct 15, 2008, 12:33:10 PM

>_< I understand how you feel.
Most of the time I don't show how angry or upset I am, so when I finally explode, it's over something I normally wouldn't get mad about. So I rant about it/destroy something/eat stuff and I feel better, but everyone thinks I've gone psycho. In truth, that's just the way I deal with things...it's how I get through anger/depression/frustration/etc.
Angst is angst. Sometimes it's hard to get rid of. I hope you feel less angsty soon.

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~atlas44 Oct 16, 2008, 2:02:33 PM

Well, I think aspiring to greatness is part of doing your personal best. If we are to assume that there is nothing better than the best, than no one can do any better than their best. I think the problem is that so many don't aspire to their best, and therefore never have a chance to reach greatness. And if you're going to compare yourself to an historical figure, don't choose Alexander. He was a brat. So you haven't created the next Mona Lisa and you haven't reinvented the wheel. Give originality some time. And wangst or not, I love you anyways. ^^

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